January 6, 2012

I'm So Sorry!


In the name of all humanity, I apologize for our evil unfeelgooding :(


IN EVERLASTING MEMORY
OF THE ANGUISH OF OUR ANCESTORS
MAY THOSE WHO DIED REST IN PEACE
MAY THOSE WHO RETURN FIND THEIR ROOTS
MAY HUMANITY NEVER PERPETRATE
SUCH INJUSTICE AGAINST HUMANITY.
WE, THE LIVING, VOW TO UPHOLD THIS.

Having attended a British school for a big part of my life, 
I had of course read all about the international slave trade
and seen the pictures in my history books.




And yes, it certainly was very sad. 
But it was, er, um, I don't know how to put it... 
It was tooo painfully sad, like from the bottom of my heart, 
to literally be standing in the world's capital of slavery.


And even though you know that humans can be evil, 
it's hard to comprehend the extent of this until you find yourself 
in places like the Cape Coast and Elmina slave castles.


 What a "dirty" history!


This is honestly what the place really felt like: haunted.


"Scholars debate about the total number of Africans caught in the slave trade, 
but estimates range from 12 million to 25 million".


I just couldn't bring myself to pose for a picture here like everyone else. 
Even though it was a nice photo op, somehow, it just didn't feel beautiful. 


Care to be 1/300 in here?


There was just a one inch gutter in the middle of the floor. 
So can you guess what 300 people had to sit in? 
Piled up feces, urine, vomit, blood, decaying bodies, etc. 


Quite a hell-hole! Specifically, about 50cm deep. 
The sludge was apparently piled up 
to the roman numeral chalk marks on the wall above.


Most of it has been cleared up, but you can still see here
the "hard" evidence of dried up excrement, bones, etc, 
left behind and crumbling on the floor.
Fungus of course lined the walls.


The captain's job had quite a few "perks" 
and his bedroom balcony had quite a beautiful view.
He would stand there (like the man in yellow)
and watch all the ladies on their way to their cells.


The chosen one he wanted would be led up these stairs...


... and exit through a trap door conveniently located inside his bedroom.
Any house guests would simply assume he's slipped out
for a quick bathroom break. Quite a quickie indeed!


It was very moving for the roles to be reversed 
as we traced the slaves' footsteps.


We all leaned over and stretched our necks 
to peer out at what would have been
their last view of their beloved homeland.


But unlike them, we were able to move on 
and return through these doors.


They, on the other hand, moved on to the ships, and this:


What was most striking about both castles was how each had a church hall
right above the underground dungeons. And I'm sure their hymns 
would have been audible all the way down there.


Psalm 132 is a prayer for blessing on the sanctuary. 
But how could they possibly think this place could be blessed?!


Once you make your way out of the castles and dungeons though, 
you can better enjoy the Cape Coast 
with its coconut-lined beaches and charming fishing villages






Such beauty... It is a blessed (and cursed) land!

January 4, 2012

The First Supper

Get this: Everyone spends New Year's in church here. Apparently, even prostitutes and drunkards!!! There's no countdown. No kiss at midnight. Instead, there's "Oh my God! It's the end of the Earth!" So they make sure to be in the house of the Lord should that really turn out to be true. Of course, once the clock strikes midnight and they realize the world hasn't come to an end they simply go back to life as usual. Anyway the point is, most people celebrate the night of the 1st instead of New Year's Eve. We were no different. Which is why what would have been our last supper of 2011 became our first supper of 2012. (But we still ate as if it were our last supper on Earth!) Good times...















Wasn't all glamorous though... If there's ONE house chore I absolutely HATE, it's doing the dirty/slimy/greasy dishes! Ukh... Where's the dishwasher when you need it?



January 2, 2012

Santa Came to Town

By the way, people actually call the "village" here "town". So I guess the village square must be like downtown or something, ha!


Yesterday morning, we had one elderly woman after another, knock knock knocking on the door as of 5a.m. What could be the problem I wondered? No, no problem! They just wanted to come in person and say thank you to Godwin. I quote: "You made this New Year's special in ways even our own children couldn't!"


Why you ask? Because we had gone knock knock knocking on their doors...

ONE DAY EARLIER:

Meet the village Santa and his Head Elf
Jacob & Godwin frowning at my proximity
The packing/assembly line
Carts fully loaded!
Gifty bearing gifts (that's her real name!)
Sneaking out after secretly leaving chicken & rice by the fire
Sneaking up on an unsuspecting victim
No, it's for real, you haven't been punk'd sir
A priceless smile (for the price of oh, what, $5?)


Irreplaceable polka-hole sheets?
Avedis? Remembered you here. You see "The Face"?
Young at heart, huh? She's got the Ghida Younes look dowwwwwwwn!


This woman lost 10 years off her age...
... when she smiled :)

O chicken, how I love thee. I shall ne'er take thee for granted.

January 1, 2012

Getting a Facelift

Dear Readers,

I would never consider getting a facelift personally, but I think it's much needed for the blog, no?


So with the sun rising on a beautiful new day and a brand new year, I decided to uncover a brand new look for feelgooding....

Let me explain why I chose to stick to clouds though:

Firstly, the very meaning of my name has a lot to do with clouds. In fact, Dima means the big black stormy cloud that brings rain to those in need of it (they must be in a desert or drought or something). Some also seem to think that Dima is the very first drop of rain. Either way, the rain is supposed to bring a certain level of feelgooding, ha!

Secondly, clouds are symbolic of where I am right now, in my head, which is up in the clouds:

"A cloud does not know why it moves in just such a direction and at such a speed... It feels an impulsion... this is the place to go now. But the sky knows the reasons and the patterns behind all clouds, and you will know, too, when you lift yourself high enough to see beyond horizons".
~Richard Bach, American author of "Jonathan Livingston Seagull"

Hey, for what it's worth, I quite like being on cloud number nine :)

Now along with the renewed look, I hope to be blogging with renewed energy because I know I didn't do too much of this in December. Honestly? I was touristing around the country so I had little time. (Excuses, excuses, I know!) But hey, all the more to blog about in January, right?

So, here's to new beginnings! A new year full of new shoes!



Cheers,
Dima

P.S: Let me know your thoughts - Was cosmetic surgery a success? Or is the final look too distracting?